GUILT OR NO GUILT

( der moshgiach is arein gakumen in mein tsimer oon gashmakt zera levatola ) , back in yashiva i am sleeping in the dorm its 3am i walk up i heard SHTERKSR SHTERKER SHTATER SHNELER CHOP MIR OON HO HO MEINA BEITSIM i look with my right eye and what a show 2 bucherim(students) came in to my room and sucking my frends dick HOOPS! who is by the door Reb Yosef Leib (he is the big moshgiach) whats going on?  you can join us if you want said the bucher with his dick out  der Moshgiach got shockt and left , on the morning der Mashgiach calls me in in to his room and ask me did you  ulso was in the CHAZEREI no i said he ask me if thay doing it every night i said ask them by them selfs he calls my frend and  right when my frend comes in he tells the Moshgiach ICH HOBE GEHOT A NISOYEN (sorry i couldn’t hold my self back) DI SHMUTSIGER CHAZER DOO SHAIMST ZICH NISHT (you dirty fuck shame on you faget) and then he tald him to go to the Mikva(the spashle pool  where you geting nakit CMPLITLY NAKIT and you  loosing you seend’s efter you walking in) , of course my frend didnt give a fuck he walkt to the Mikva and masterbait ten times … we all should be ZOYCHA (prevalich) to be CHAZERISH SHMUTSIG IN FUCKEN PUBLICK WITH OUT BEING STOOPIT SHEI WHAT WE DOING , thay train us how not to be seacksasifull how not to be who we are how not to be what we want , there is a lot of jewish gay guys or bi and thay fucking stoopit shei WHY??? becouse the FARSHTINKANA (stoopit) guilt NO FUCKING WAY lets all come out the closet if you gay you gay if you stright you not gay so what is there a problem if god kreeaidet you in another sex wold don’t be shei my brothers please PLEASE DON”T BE SHEI there is noting wrong with being who you fucking are , i know many of the COW members thay gay or bi trying to hide it no body is ganna be bad to you if you who you are  you can be what ever you want  , i hope SHMUTSIG will become beautifull GAY will be a plus FUCKING will be gashmock with out any KOCKY guilt NO MORE GUILT guilt is just a NARISHA thing that thay progrem in our little hads NASHAMA SHALI will always be pure clin and holy only if you not leiyng to you self . i hope you all will understand my poynt VEYAMALA MISHALOYSAINU BAMIDO TOUVO YASHUHO VERACHAMIM